ME
i am julia antoinette domiguez macaranas. aka.: julz, juli-ah, macaroons, julers, julie, julz, julia, jul-chan, yuki-chan, yukime, and many more.
i am currently a freshmen in trinity university of asia taking BSN. and not sure whether to transfer or not.
i am 16 years old. born on the year of the goat (sheep?!). a gemini.
i am someone who loves. i am someone who hates.
i love a lot of things but hate a little less.
i love to draw and to write and to read. i love art and science. i love fantasy and reality. i love to talk and to listen.
i love a lot of people. i love to be individual but fit in. i love to see and be seen.
i love to notice tiny, glorious details. i love to appreciate and be appreciated. i love to love and be loved.
i love to hear and be heard.
i hate smokers. i hate users. i hate plastics. i hate injustice. i hate disappointment. i hate being ignored. i hate being noticed.
i know that i am a lot of things but i know that i am still very little. aren't we all walking contradictions?
Thursday, October 25, 2007
fight. LRT. love
why does this happen every single f-ing time? just when i FINALLY think, everything is going to be okay, i end up crying, lonely, sad, mad, and suicidal.
all i wanted was a fucking apology. and i end up with a cool-off request. what the hell was that?! and to think, at the end, i am at fault. SHIT! what a turn-around.
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when i got off the LRT yesterday this was what was going through my head:
please get off the LRT. pleaseeeei'm begging you. get off the damn thing and come with me.please please pleaseplease let the nex thing i hear be your voice behind meplease and lets be happy togethergod, why do i keep on hoping when i know there IS no hopeim so stupidsighpleasepleasepleasehe wont leave, stupid!you always think youre special when youre not! he wont come for you. tsssplease.------
why in hell am i in love with him and his stupid pride?!?!?!?!???!?
Labels: fight, koi, rambles
said yukime 8:46 AM
