rewind then play, repeat...

i am julia antoinette domiguez macaranas. aka.: julz, juli-ah, macaroons, julers, julie, julz, julia, jul-chan, yuki-chan, yukime, and many more.
i am currently a freshmen in trinity university of asia taking BSN. and not sure whether to transfer or not.

i am 16 years old. born on the year of the goat (sheep?!). a gemini.

i am someone who loves. i am someone who hates.

i love a lot of things but hate a little less.

i love to draw and to write and to read. i love art and science. i love fantasy and reality. i love to talk and to listen.
i love a lot of people. i love to be individual but fit in. i love to see and be seen.
i love to notice tiny, glorious details. i love to appreciate and be appreciated. i love to love and be loved.
i love to hear and be heard.

i hate smokers. i hate users. i hate plastics. i hate injustice. i hate disappointment. i hate being ignored. i hate being noticed.

i know that i am a lot of things but i know that i am still very little. aren't we all walking contradictions?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

my high maintenance hair and me

my last haircut in a salon was like, 2 years ago. YES. two reallllyyyy long years. since i was growing my hair, it took them a year to convince me to trim my hair. not cut. just trim. when i reached my goal (hair up to waistline), i got ate jen to cut my hair. and i did that for cosplay.

and 3 hours ago, we went to menage salon in gateway to FINALLY cut my hair.

here is a look:

before:

this was before cosplay.

after cosplay.

NOW:

to be honest, i liked my hair better before.

thats because i have uber high maintenance hair!! durrr.. i need like a thousand hair products for my hair to become manageable. and for my hair to cooperate with me, i need at least 30 mins to an hour and a half of hair of blowdry and application of hair products to have my hair look decent..

and when i take that long, i usually end up unsatisfied.. hayyyy...

tapos i have wavy hair when straight hair suits me better. and i cant get it straightened because my course require my hair out of my face, meaning ponytail.

i want LOW MAINTENANCE HAIR!!

said yukime 8:49 PM

MESSAGES

you may know me. you may not.

but do you really know me? or merely brushed the surface of my reflection?
have you entered the depths of my being? where my true self lies.whether she is awake. or still dreaming.
do you really know? do you even wish to know? if you have no desire to, i have no problem with that. just leave.
to those who want to see my real self, are you sure you want to see me? the real me? or do you already know?
or just pretending to know?