rewind then play, repeat...

i am julia antoinette domiguez macaranas. aka.: julz, juli-ah, macaroons, julers, julie, julz, julia, jul-chan, yuki-chan, yukime, and many more.
i am currently a freshmen in trinity university of asia taking BSN. and not sure whether to transfer or not.

i am 16 years old. born on the year of the goat (sheep?!). a gemini.

i am someone who loves. i am someone who hates.

i love a lot of things but hate a little less.

i love to draw and to write and to read. i love art and science. i love fantasy and reality. i love to talk and to listen.
i love a lot of people. i love to be individual but fit in. i love to see and be seen.
i love to notice tiny, glorious details. i love to appreciate and be appreciated. i love to love and be loved.
i love to hear and be heard.

i hate smokers. i hate users. i hate plastics. i hate injustice. i hate disappointment. i hate being ignored. i hate being noticed.

i know that i am a lot of things but i know that i am still very little. aren't we all walking contradictions?

Thursday, August 16, 2007

and now, again, i have been forgotten. spat out from paradise's mouth into the deep hell. until time comes, for someone to save me, here i will be, alone and forgotten.

said yukime 10:51 AM

MESSAGES

you may know me. you may not.

but do you really know me? or merely brushed the surface of my reflection?
have you entered the depths of my being? where my true self lies.whether she is awake. or still dreaming.
do you really know? do you even wish to know? if you have no desire to, i have no problem with that. just leave.
to those who want to see my real self, are you sure you want to see me? the real me? or do you already know?
or just pretending to know?