rewind then play, repeat...

i am julia antoinette domiguez macaranas. aka.: julz, juli-ah, macaroons, julers, julie, julz, julia, jul-chan, yuki-chan, yukime, and many more.
i am currently a freshmen in trinity university of asia taking BSN. and not sure whether to transfer or not.

i am 16 years old. born on the year of the goat (sheep?!). a gemini.

i am someone who loves. i am someone who hates.

i love a lot of things but hate a little less.

i love to draw and to write and to read. i love art and science. i love fantasy and reality. i love to talk and to listen.
i love a lot of people. i love to be individual but fit in. i love to see and be seen.
i love to notice tiny, glorious details. i love to appreciate and be appreciated. i love to love and be loved.
i love to hear and be heard.

i hate smokers. i hate users. i hate plastics. i hate injustice. i hate disappointment. i hate being ignored. i hate being noticed.

i know that i am a lot of things but i know that i am still very little. aren't we all walking contradictions?

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

im thinking... and wondering...

was my decision of taking up BSN the right decision?

so many "what-ifs" fill my head every day. its not that im regretting my decision, but, the way dess and mica talk about UST and FA.. it makes me jelous. i think: 'i should be the one saying those stuff! i should be drawing till my hand hurts. i should be sleeping late and being allowed to stress over paintings and drawings'

but.. still...

said yukime 7:17 PM

MESSAGES

you may know me. you may not.

but do you really know me? or merely brushed the surface of my reflection?
have you entered the depths of my being? where my true self lies.whether she is awake. or still dreaming.
do you really know? do you even wish to know? if you have no desire to, i have no problem with that. just leave.
to those who want to see my real self, are you sure you want to see me? the real me? or do you already know?
or just pretending to know?